Resolve
tl;dr:
Future
I don’t want to make any excuses.
I will be back when I have made significant progress, or figured my future out.
I will make this a turning point idc.
If I don’t overcome this, I don’t deserve what I dream.
I don’t need to make this public. I will achieve what I set out to.
I do not know what exactly it is. But it does not matter. I know what to do more or less.
Something feels off, maybe that’s another trick my brain is playing, because it does not want to work.
If it is that I will figure it out. I will surpass this, I will become what I have to.
I will return once I feel I deserve to.